tatamad nanaman ako mag-blog. haaaay. i wonder when can i start a good blog talaga... hmp. layouts -- can't think of a concept... i know jaq's gonna make me one pero i can't think.  haaaay. i just wana learn on my own... jaq, bgyan mo nlng ko ng sites where i can learn codes.. hahaha... bsta pgttyagaan ko na lang.... i have lots of free time naman eh... thanks!

i don't feel like working today... i just want to go home and sleep. haaay. slept at 4am knina coz i was chattin w/ lars. hmmm.. d na sya pumasok work just to chat with me..  thanks, babe. appreciate ko... haaay. told her everything she has to know... dko lam if lahat na un but i was thinking lahat nga nasabe ko na... i'm all out na. but still i'll keep on thinking what she has to know. she was full of "hmmmmmmm" when we were chatting and yeah i asked her what does ''hmmmm' means... what can it be... 'doubts' .. can't blame her coz sa mga kwnto ko eh... hehehe. i've learned my lessons na... pnagsisihan na... and yeah, i'm building a new me... i've learned from my mistakes and try not to do it anymore. ayoko na, i'm tired. life is short bsta i want to make the most out of it.

had so much things to think about pero i'm happy. parang if i could just leave it all behind and live like normal ok lang... i'm doin it naman eh... i don't want to think about things that will cause chaos on my mind. too much stress... wag nang dagdagan pa.

what's important na lang muna siguro eh masaya ako. i love her so much na. nothing more to explain. un na un eh. willing naman na gawin lahat.. haaaay. parang it's all up to God na lang. pray ako every night na sana......... un. *sighs* i miss her. i always do.

uhhh, i miss her. knina pa. kninang-knina pa. wala ko magawa. i really miss her. halaaaaa. waaaaaaaaaah! un lang masasabi ko eh... i miss her.

*ahemm*

... i don't think i'll wait for her sa langit! *wooooooot* lolz. dito ko sya hihintayin... dito, sa CALI...  haaaay. i'm happy oh. hmmm, solo na kme. hahaha wala lang. woke up at 530am. tsk, can't sleep well. anyways, hmmm... wala, speechless ATA ako. hahaha

hope nothin will change, asar lang kasi kung kelan naman............... d man lng ng-goodnight. tsk. i wonder why.

hmm.. at last, got my layout back. this wasn't my previous one but yeah, i kinda like it. now i can go to sleep. lolz